Defending the Egos

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I find it very unfair that all the other egos have had a chance to make themselves known, and I lay forgotten in the background! How rude! Well if you couldn't guess already, genius, this is Apollo. Yeah, nice to meet you too..

If you're asking "what is with boxing gloves" then I might have to smack you, seriously. If you are going to follow Becca's blog, then pay attention! I'm the fighter of the group... I will stick up for us when Becca can't. And it sometimes feels like I have boxing gloves permanently stuck to my hands because I'm defending us so much. And yeah, they did get a few good jabs in but you should definitely see the other person.

For example; let's say I'm having a fight with mom or anyone really, my chest will tighten along with Becca's as well, then the insults start flying and Becca, being the timid little girl who hates hurting people that she is, will take them laying down. She will bite her lip from saying something nasty and cruel to this person who obviously deserves it and just listens while tears start to peak out from her eyes.

But me on the other hand, if I was on the surface for a day I'd tear that person up, if they say something to me that's cruel and heartless I will defend myself. I will insult them till kingdom come! I will fight back because I know that -like Blair said- we can't survive being hurt again. I won't stand for it. I'll butt heads with anyone to keep her free from harm.

If they have a problem with us, the egos I mean, then tough. If they want Becca, they will have to take us as well. We're a package deal, no parts sold separately. And I hate that Becca cares what people think, if she says she doesn't well just realize that the person actually speaking is Blair. Don't get me wrong, Becca loves us all very dearly and since we are a part of her she holds us pretty high in her heart, but like her father Becca loves secrecy. Secrecy that involves hiding us until she had a safe place to put us in. Yeah she told Dr. Barry McCoy right off the bat that Blair is a part of her, but she forgot to mention us... Until later sessions when she felt it safe to unload all of her slightly neurotic-ness.

I think I should give all of you some advice concerning the egos;

#1- Don't bash us, if you do, I'll come after you in your dreams and give you a very good beating.

#2- Mess with Becca, you WILL deal with me.

#3- If you don't want to deal with us (the egos) then just turn around and keep walking, like I said before, we come together.

#4- A good way to impress Becca is read this and ask decent questions for stupidity is a one way ticket to Beatsville, population you. And I'm the mayor.

#5- Think before you say something about one of the egos, because since we are a part of each other if you say something mean about one, you hurt all of us. Think about the feelings of all us egos.

Now that I've made myself known... I'm going to give Becca some advice on how to be more assertive, and how to stick up for herself. But if I hear about any of you messing with Becca.. Oh, let's just say you'll be sorry.